fighting

maria asked if we fought the other day and altho its not as bad as her and matt we do fight a bit
like not really big fights but arguements and sometimes they get a little blown out of porportion like prom as amazing as it was on our way to jacks he asked y we werent going to a party and when we decided to go to lakeshore he asked if there was aparty again and just bringing it up a couple times and it got quiet annoying and made it seem like he didnt want to just hang out the four of us and that we could have fun just us four so i got all quiet and looking out the car window cuz i dont like to fight so i just kinda shut up but he knows me to well that i dont really get away with it so i told him and he said it wasnt that but that his prom wasnt fun but the after party is wat he remebers most and so i asked if my prom wa\s so boring he would need a party to go to and he said no and ya once again just shut up when we got to the bakery michlelle instantly kne we were mad at each other... i got into a better mood while he was quiet and we talked it out on the way to his house and we did make up and made up wwith alottttttt of kisses at his house like usual:) altho we do fight we always make up before we leave each other because its soo much easy to talk it out when ur facing the person trust weve fought over the phone about richie and it only worked out cuz we could hear each other txting neverrrrr works im to sarcastic and he is rarely making it hard to pick out when he is....

blakey

well my beloved boyfriend is going to a party while im here bored out of my mind and its friday:( i hate the g20 if it wasnt for them blake would be alowed to be intoronto and we would have our day but noooo stupid thing needs his dad to be here and blake to watch the dog:(

sometimes i feel bad for being so greedy but i miss him to much and fern face was always away and i thought i was goin to have a boyfriend who wouldnt be away alot in the summer but it has to be expeected when my sweetheart has his friends in whitby and his dad i cant have him with me all the time as much as i would want it we both have lives outside each other which is good cuz then we get to see our friends and have nights out, just wish his nights out didnt involve so mny girls who r drunk and sluts aned altho i shouldnt worry cuz i trust him i do because hell be drunk as well...

he actually asked me if i would be mad if he kissed a girl while he was drunk... WTF y would someone ask u that... firstly it just makes u suspicious and secondly how would he feel if i kissed a guy and i was drunk... the answer is suimple one would be pissed i mean those r my lips and only my lips to kiss.....

catch up part deux

soo to continue my lovely rant on catching this blog up i have yet to ay anything on prom and my beloved...

so prom waas absolutly uhhh-maze-ingg we danced the night away and then went to jacks bakery with michelle and micheal then off to blakes house for some much needed kissing time i loveee kissing that boy i could do it alll day:) and home at like 4am only to get 3 hours of sleep before my mom asks where i was because i was in the girls bed and not my own...

talking about my beloved boyfriend it passed our four months its funny how time flys but it seems like weve been dating alot longer which kinda makes sense because we started talkin in like october:)

catch up

so its been a really really long time since my last blog and i think imma pick it up again especially since ill always have those random days with nothing to do except chill out in pjs and relax or in my case run around my two lil moster siblings...

so things that have happened are:exams, prom, stuff with blake, family stuff and of course the usual school, friend work stuff.... wow my life is tres boring....

well first ill start with fam stuff, in late march my dad and mom ddecided to split and it was interesting for the first lil while but weve all gotten use to it.... now my dad is seeing this other women dundundun and ya dont like her already i always said anyone who tries to get into the fam shall be shunned by me... i like my mom and dad but i dont have to like anyone they r dating...

school kills me im almost done yay:) exams are over and so is prom which shall be in another post all thatws left is grad yay:) but im sad to leave st. joes i love it there and york now seems really scary as ive been informed that there is at least one rape case every year:O omg ahhh thanks blake for killing my excitement....

Blake

this post is dedicated to blakey<3
who is addicting
veryyyy addicting
and i love him
veryy veryy veryy much
lately we have been sending uber long msgs to each other... like page an a half long... ohh my
but i love it
get to see wats on his mind(usually me according to him)
feel so loved<3
he is tres amazing
and i cant stop thinking bout him... gets soooo distracting....
but i distract him all the time sweet revenge muahahahhaha;)
i say veryy alot which ijust realized.. i need more vocab...
but ya back to blakey
love him<3

More recntly

So this is more recent
as I said in my previous post I think I love him.... And i hate it becuase I thought I kne wat love was guess not....
This is way beyond anything I felt for fernando I mean I liked him but I didn't get jelous or took anything from certain looks and I never missed him that much when he was away on trips
but omg Blake drives me totally insane just from a look and not seeing him kills me because I miss him the minute he leaves which I feel is way tosoon we can spend a whole day together and it'll feel like a second has gone by... Time sucks it feels like ages to see him but seconds when we r together. Like yesturday we watched maybe 1 hour in total from 3 movies and he has a clock thatgoes every 15 mins I hate that clock.. And today I've barely talked to him because he's studying such a goody goody:P kills me tho

Other than my rant about blake I also had semi on Friday it was funn but me and michi regret ringing dates lol I did get a rose and the funniest guy was there mr serious And I mean serious it was halarious even dNcig he would stand still wat a party pooper mr and Michelle laughed soo hard we had fun and prom is gonna be even better:)

Maria u should be satisfied:P caught up and all lol