fighting

maria asked if we fought the other day and altho its not as bad as her and matt we do fight a bit
like not really big fights but arguements and sometimes they get a little blown out of porportion like prom as amazing as it was on our way to jacks he asked y we werent going to a party and when we decided to go to lakeshore he asked if there was aparty again and just bringing it up a couple times and it got quiet annoying and made it seem like he didnt want to just hang out the four of us and that we could have fun just us four so i got all quiet and looking out the car window cuz i dont like to fight so i just kinda shut up but he knows me to well that i dont really get away with it so i told him and he said it wasnt that but that his prom wasnt fun but the after party is wat he remebers most and so i asked if my prom wa\s so boring he would need a party to go to and he said no and ya once again just shut up when we got to the bakery michlelle instantly kne we were mad at each other... i got into a better mood while he was quiet and we talked it out on the way to his house and we did make up and made up wwith alottttttt of kisses at his house like usual:) altho we do fight we always make up before we leave each other because its soo much easy to talk it out when ur facing the person trust weve fought over the phone about richie and it only worked out cuz we could hear each other txting neverrrrr works im to sarcastic and he is rarely making it hard to pick out when he is....

blakey

well my beloved boyfriend is going to a party while im here bored out of my mind and its friday:( i hate the g20 if it wasnt for them blake would be alowed to be intoronto and we would have our day but noooo stupid thing needs his dad to be here and blake to watch the dog:(

sometimes i feel bad for being so greedy but i miss him to much and fern face was always away and i thought i was goin to have a boyfriend who wouldnt be away alot in the summer but it has to be expeected when my sweetheart has his friends in whitby and his dad i cant have him with me all the time as much as i would want it we both have lives outside each other which is good cuz then we get to see our friends and have nights out, just wish his nights out didnt involve so mny girls who r drunk and sluts aned altho i shouldnt worry cuz i trust him i do because hell be drunk as well...

he actually asked me if i would be mad if he kissed a girl while he was drunk... WTF y would someone ask u that... firstly it just makes u suspicious and secondly how would he feel if i kissed a guy and i was drunk... the answer is suimple one would be pissed i mean those r my lips and only my lips to kiss.....

catch up part deux

soo to continue my lovely rant on catching this blog up i have yet to ay anything on prom and my beloved...

so prom waas absolutly uhhh-maze-ingg we danced the night away and then went to jacks bakery with michelle and micheal then off to blakes house for some much needed kissing time i loveee kissing that boy i could do it alll day:) and home at like 4am only to get 3 hours of sleep before my mom asks where i was because i was in the girls bed and not my own...

talking about my beloved boyfriend it passed our four months its funny how time flys but it seems like weve been dating alot longer which kinda makes sense because we started talkin in like october:)

catch up

so its been a really really long time since my last blog and i think imma pick it up again especially since ill always have those random days with nothing to do except chill out in pjs and relax or in my case run around my two lil moster siblings...

so things that have happened are:exams, prom, stuff with blake, family stuff and of course the usual school, friend work stuff.... wow my life is tres boring....

well first ill start with fam stuff, in late march my dad and mom ddecided to split and it was interesting for the first lil while but weve all gotten use to it.... now my dad is seeing this other women dundundun and ya dont like her already i always said anyone who tries to get into the fam shall be shunned by me... i like my mom and dad but i dont have to like anyone they r dating...

school kills me im almost done yay:) exams are over and so is prom which shall be in another post all thatws left is grad yay:) but im sad to leave st. joes i love it there and york now seems really scary as ive been informed that there is at least one rape case every year:O omg ahhh thanks blake for killing my excitement....

Blake

this post is dedicated to blakey<3
who is addicting
veryyyy addicting
and i love him
veryy veryy veryy much
lately we have been sending uber long msgs to each other... like page an a half long... ohh my
but i love it
get to see wats on his mind(usually me according to him)
feel so loved<3
he is tres amazing
and i cant stop thinking bout him... gets soooo distracting....
but i distract him all the time sweet revenge muahahahhaha;)
i say veryy alot which ijust realized.. i need more vocab...
but ya back to blakey
love him<3

More recntly

So this is more recent
as I said in my previous post I think I love him.... And i hate it becuase I thought I kne wat love was guess not....
This is way beyond anything I felt for fernando I mean I liked him but I didn't get jelous or took anything from certain looks and I never missed him that much when he was away on trips
but omg Blake drives me totally insane just from a look and not seeing him kills me because I miss him the minute he leaves which I feel is way tosoon we can spend a whole day together and it'll feel like a second has gone by... Time sucks it feels like ages to see him but seconds when we r together. Like yesturday we watched maybe 1 hour in total from 3 movies and he has a clock thatgoes every 15 mins I hate that clock.. And today I've barely talked to him because he's studying such a goody goody:P kills me tho

Other than my rant about blake I also had semi on Friday it was funn but me and michi regret ringing dates lol I did get a rose and the funniest guy was there mr serious And I mean serious it was halarious even dNcig he would stand still wat a party pooper mr and Michelle laughed soo hard we had fun and prom is gonna be even better:)

Maria u should be satisfied:P caught up and all lol

A million years later...

So I havEnt been on here in months....
I have to change this cuz wats the point of having this if I never go on.....
Anyho over the past couple of months I've been talk to this amazing guy and he recently asked me out me being totally in love with him, hate saying that, obviously said yes. So u might ask yi hate saying that I loge him it's mostly because it makes a person valunerable but secondly it's because I fear that I like him more then he does me..... I find that he has this power that I hate, anything he says or does makes me feel either incredible like when he looks at me and then when I look he looks away but then there r times when I feel totally jelous.... I'm not a jelous person but he managed it like this one time we were talking an he said that his friends sister reminds him of me a d I'm all like ok alot of girls look like me but then he goes and says that he thinks she's really pretty I kno he didn't mean anything by it but omg I was like ohh thanks....
Other then my awesome boyfriend I also have school which is ok exams went by fine and all, work and friends.... Like I said school has been fine nothing big happening there, work on the otherhand in early January me and Maria were laid off cuz we weren't old enough my birthday being soon I was not that worried and low And behold I was rehired 3 weeks ago Yay:)
onto friends this is tough... Drama so me and Maria have lost touch I'm busy nd she has mr Matt... I miss her:( Inez and michelle whom r amazing r always there for me :) love em and then there's Kris.... Late last year steph made a new friend everything was fine till new years she cried over a game and complained constintly and we opened our eyes to see that she is actually quite snoobish... Anyways she introduced me to blake<3 and for that I thank her but lately I find that she is trying to break us up.... She has created a couple of mix up between me and him which I hate cuz as I said anything pertaining to him hits me twice as hard as if it was someone else.... Well he suggested and I agree that I don't talk to her cuz she's just starting shit and so far it's been ok but still she bet me it wouldn't last a year... Who does that... so that's wat basically wat has happened

COOKIES

Cookies, cookies, and more cookies....
this has been my holeeee weekend.....
fridasy-decorate cookies wit kris<3
saturday-eat cookies
sunday-begin baking cookies
monday-finish baking cookies
today- eat somemore cookies.....
FML im going to be fat..... soo many i think ive eaten enough cookies to last me allllll year.....
other then my cookies i have heard this guy i kno got fired... HAHA i thought it was pretty jokes.... and then theres blake:P hes awesomeee and much to my dismay lives in whitby.... grrr.... not fair.....
yesturday my friend was suppose to come to my house and didnt show up and it had been 2 hours and then i had to ask her bf(my last resort... hate askin him for anyting) and then i find out shes at work.. i was spazzin looking for her thinkning she was kidnapped.... pther then that
work has been extremly fun:) i love my kids they are soo cute<3
and tommarrow is my best friends birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! shes awesomme as well:)
hopefully we can go skating and kris wanted us 5(kris,steph,chantal,michelle,and inez) to go skiing... thatll be fun:) camping as well
until i have time this is all for now everything going pretty good

tanning booth?

k soo talking wit krisss and all of a sudden she says i need a dress for this party in may but i have this really nice pink dress even though i hate pink.....
anyways she said u should wear it and i should be tannedd
issue? in may im like paleee.... witner drains my awesome tan and any signs of knowing im not an ice women......(dark hair pale skin red lips so close to snow white...)
and so shes like ohh well go to a tanning booth once again issue...
tanning booths make u orange ive seen it happen multiple times..... i do not wanna be orange although i would freak kayla out:P haha but still eww orangenesss

MASSAGES

soo umm massages wat else can i say....
so relaxing....
mmmm....
lol so ya yesturday inezs mom gave me steph and inez full body massages.....
omg i still feel relaxed and my sheets smell like that oil mmmmm.....
it was tres relaxing and im sooooo happy i got one lol
puala to steph "I feel your poop"
me and inez crack up soooo hard:P
then we were talking dirty in portuguese with old women can u say akward much.... thank god im not absolutly fluent and only got the jists.....
other then that me steph and kris went all the way to fairview and back that is a trip and a half but it was worth it cuz i got sophies christmas present so i have my mom my bro, lil sis, and dad left along wit my friends almost done?....NOOOO
so before i get caught up with the stresses of life i would like to share a bit of my awesome relaxing massage

THE ROOM!

so last friday(the last day of having my voice sadly:( for i have had no voice for almost a week now... HATE IT) i went to watch a movie with my sister, inez and lemon head:)
so off me steph and inez go take kris home and then go to the royal for the movie..... maria calls for me to lie to her mother about sleeping over so she could sleep at a hotel with matt..... obviously her mom believes me cuz im such an innocent little sweetheart........ in her mothers eyes at least..........people who kno me kno firstly im not and secondly its partly their fault for "breaking me" as they often put it.....
anyways back to that night so ya lie to her mom then we go off to the movie wayyyy earlylike 2 hours early...... and so we walk around and wait for lemon head to show up and then we go eat some pizza.. i drop inezs phone and almost died.....and then it was time to go see the movie
so i knew the movie was suppose to be bad but OMG it was so bad it was funny:P i laughed soo hard what horrible acting plus we say an old guys butt... ummm ewww noo still brings horrible images to my mind as i type.... EWWWW
we also got to throw spoons at the screen and play around wit a football....
the movie ends and we go home steve leaves us to go wit his friends to bathurst and us 3 go on the streetcar little did we kno we were going the wrong way and if it wasnt for the creeper listening to our convo we would have continued down college.... so we get off go the right way and eventually get home... at *drum roll* 3am we left our house at like 8 my mom flippedd.... if it wasnt for inez we would have been reallly grounded
i always love fridays i always have soooo much fun cuz i hang out wit kris and inez:) and of course my michi all week during school;P
other then that nothing really xcept starting christmas shopping which is always fun... NOT 2 down a million to go

A Gazillion years later......

gahh so its almost been a month since i last blogged..... i have reasons like work school and my friends.... i love all of them yes even school.... but running my life much i hardly have time to sleep although thats never a bad thing when u are at a sleepover... speaking of which i was at one on saturday with my long lost cuzin friend? idk shes such a close friend shes almost a cuzin, it was awesome screwing with people on omegle till 4am then an alarm goes of for an hour at 5 and then the minis wake up at 8 over all 3 hours of sleep YAY! no not yay i have yet to catch up on that sleep... i do have first spare but i doesnt help at alllll i just find my self more tired.. ugg fail.... also today is MARIAS BIRTHDAY SO HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY i called her at 12 last night cuz im that cool:)
there was also capture the flag which was the funnest thing ever my and lemon head and megan totally killed it:P running around downtown:P then racing back home before maria got to my house from matts....

then everyone is sick except me*knock on wood* i enjoy not being sick healthiness is pretty awesome...over all nothing else thats really interesting happened ya i kno wat a boring life i lead well hopefully itll get more fun or ill just hibernate for the winterrr

soaking wet...

Yesturday i went out with my friend and sister and we went to the salon to dye my sises hair and then ran in the rain to the subway station and got absolutly soaked and then we were high on sugar which is always fun and we went to watch the vampires assistant which i recommend to anyone who can hear bad words.... but ya awesome and Darren is mine:P then today i got my own hair cut.... ohh my god it is short! i wanted a trim but she took off like 2inches omg:( sadness i loved my hair and now its like gone..... so ya the last two days have been awesome fun and tom i shall sleep the whole day

FUCK YOU TOO.....

uggg so this stupid guy is fucking gahhhhh
so after to apologizing like a million times hes like too late blahablhablhab YOUR DEAD TO ME wat like who the fucks says that... i wouldnt say that to my worst ememy..... and then has the nerve to say i have secret motives to apologizing well fuck him fucking trust issues i kne it was bad but seriously im not nor will ever be the type of person to do shit behinde someones back.. like really if i have a problem ill tell u... so hes basically pissed over this stupid thing..... k so im not going to ask to do work if my best friend is there and im not sacraficing my trophies and or last day with my team...... the lady who i was "suppose" to relieve is a close family friends and i apologized to her which i thought was enough since it was her i was putting through pain... and then my dad is basically his boss and if anything i couldve just been like it was my fault get in trouble and then like w.e but noooo.... he keeps this anger to himself them cuts us off completly saying that im dead to him like really who the fuck r u too sayy that... so then me and maria his gf are like together and hes sending me these texts and im like fucking pissed and shes even like omg how could he say that and he says im "playing" innocent well fuck off i am innocent i didnt do anything like really..... he had like a million board members but he wanted me like really
in alot of things i was here before him and i will be here after him..... and its prob not the best to piss off the daughter of ur boss FYI! play wit fire and u get burned all im saying... and if u(u kno who u r read this and get mad i dont give to shits.... like u said im dead to u so i can do wat ever i want just like u can say watever u want fucker...)

When i say J u say WALK

so its been about a week ya i kno well i have like no time i get home and go to sleep im surprised today of all days i didnt go to sleep right away....

i woke up early and then walked 14km with my friend michelle not saying it wasnt fun which it totally was but so tiring i cant feel my legs....

so ya afterwards i got to work at like 2 and spent like an hour in the kitchen talking to remmington whos the cook hes pretty cool and ya has a mustach tatoo on his finger! its awesome:)

and i am like broke i have to go to wonderland by my metro pass my halloween costume and then tickets till october.... broke.....

lately ive been hearing alot about matt who like hates me actually i think its more then hate its like despise..... and ya he hates me from like a month ago over something really stupid.... conveening when im getting my trophy and thinking im telepathic and kno wat hes thinking i kno or so kne him well but not thattt well...... so ya hes marias boyfriend(no idea if i ever mentioned that) but ya i feel kinda bad for her putting her in this akward where her best friend and her boyfriend hate eachother.. well he hates me i tried to apologized and he rejected it soo watever.... and weve been having heated convos all this and ya she tells me they have been to so ya i tried to fix it wit him but if he refses im not going after him......

other then that nothing else happened (you kno with my dieng social life this thing was bound to happen sooner or later..... )i should start doin this more often so i dont leave these like blocks of text that r so blazee and boring....

(BTW THIS LOOKS NOTHING LIKE REMMINGTON! JUST THE TATTOO:p)

For those Random nights

k so over the past weekend my parents have been really laid back letting me and steph out till like 12 every day.... 1am on one occassion.... wat happened to my real parents?? LMAO

well anyways friday was fun dinner, pool, timmies all in all fun time with steven and paul in the car and racing pedro in his audi halarious...
then saturday we went to hang out with alex and his lil friends and watched a movie and his friend isnt that cute or that interessting or anything and poor guy seemed to like me alot lol wow faill
and then last night we drove randomly around the city till like 11 with steven passed by much music twice and saw billy talent lol
i love these random nights tis sooo much funnn and
then today is turkey day:) i was hoping ria would come spend it with us since shes been like adopted but ya shes with matt:( sadness
well i have my family so its all good turkeys in the oven and i ate the left over olives like ive done since i can remeber and its like since i was like 3 and ya love the random nights i get to go out till late its always amazing and gives me a reason to leave my house and the two lil monsters i call my sisters.....

At school SHH

so usually our school blocks any site that would be fun and so for the longest time i thought it would block this but it doesnt yay so i finally get time to update this thing ive been superr busy becuase when i get home from work i usually check my emails do my homework and go to bed ya i have no life.... except when i get to hang out with my awesome friends maria(when shes not with matt..) and michi(who always has to be home early)

this morning i woke up and had to come to school ugg hate it and then i saw michi and she told m about how she spent all of last night with her friend amanda who is probably uber pretty and they got their haircut and all this stuff i feel soo replaced... and michi told me they r gonna hangout again on friday:( normally i wouldnt care its just that when i ask to hang out with her she only has till like 6 or she cant cuz shes with her mom but she stayed with amanda till like 9 once again replaced much:(
andddd steph told me that yesturday she was with LEMON HEAD i like love lemon head he is awesome just like this guy brian ive seen him like 3 times in my life but everytime i do he makes my day i just cant help but smile the rest of the day maria is the same thing but my sis isnt shesss sooo wierd after meeting him she wasnt smiling!! omg sin against brain but ya i was so sad i missed seeing lemon head cuz i havent seen him since the summer

other then my social life going down the drain my school is ok but i forgot my project for sociology which is due today and whats worse is i went back to my house after leaving to change my shoes and stilll forgot it there on the desk its ok ill get my mom to send me a picture or something to prove its there lol wow faill but i do have the written part so she should believe me

also tonite im going to be running around i have work but maria wants to go out so we have to go to christie and then figure out where she wants to go from there prob dufferin mall but w.e i dont mind i need a night out....
ohh ya the day before yesturday i sat on my gum... me and my friend micheele wheree upstairs on the fifth floor which were not suppose to be during lunch and ya so i threw out my gum but i guess i missed and then went to go sit beside my friend on the floor turns out i sat on my gum and then ya had to take it off but theres still like a little gum stain oon my bum stupid thing.....

wow i write alot guess im just procrastinating from doing my math stuff which is due i think today... fail i hate this class its soo boring why did i take math i hate it should have listened to fernando but w.e only 3 more classes and then i get to work in the toddler room which is fun cuz they r sooooo cutteeee:)

my new fave song

updatee on lifee

k so itss been like super long since i last wrote but ive been sooo busy with school and work and babysitting and of course just hanging with the girls..

nothing really excited happened lately so i really had nothing to write about....except the fact that my exboyfriends freinds asked me to go out with them next weekend and my friend maria thinks its a trick which it kinda seems like it but at the same time wat would be the reason? like he dumped me so they have known plus wat can they do if anything happens i have my phone and ria has hers so well be ok right?

so ya and then theres my friend steve who told me about this really cool capture the flag thing and i thought it was last friday but its this friday so i was ummm lol i didnt say anything

other then that theres my friend dan who use to like me and we havent talked in awhile but ya weve started talking and i think he was going to ask me out but i had to babysit poor guy :( but ya i dont even kno if i like him grr whoever said love was easy is totally wrong......

i also had my soccer tournament we came in like last it was fun and then my friend matt got mad at me and i didnt kno i was suppose to conveening ugg makes no sense...... so ya thats my rant on september nothing really happened hopefully october has more to offer......

UPDATE... I FOUND SOME REALLY STUPID/FUNNY SOCCER PICTURES.....