So this is more recent
as I said in my previous post I think I love him.... And i hate it becuase I thought I kne wat love was guess not....
This is way beyond anything I felt for fernando I mean I liked him but I didn't get jelous or took anything from certain looks and I never missed him that much when he was away on trips
but omg Blake drives me totally insane just from a look and not seeing him kills me because I miss him the minute he leaves which I feel is way tosoon we can spend a whole day together and it'll feel like a second has gone by... Time sucks it feels like ages to see him but seconds when we r together. Like yesturday we watched maybe 1 hour in total from 3 movies and he has a clock thatgoes every 15 mins I hate that clock.. And today I've barely talked to him because he's studying such a goody goody:P kills me tho
Other than my rant about blake I also had semi on Friday it was funn but me and michi regret ringing dates lol I did get a rose and the funniest guy was there mr serious And I mean serious it was halarious even dNcig he would stand still wat a party pooper mr and Michelle laughed soo hard we had fun and prom is gonna be even better:)
Maria u should be satisfied:P caught up and all lol
Sunday, February 28, 2010
A million years later...
So I havEnt been on here in months....
I have to change this cuz wats the point of having this if I never go on.....
Anyho over the past couple of months I've been talk to this amazing guy and he recently asked me out me being totally in love with him, hate saying that, obviously said yes. So u might ask yi hate saying that I loge him it's mostly because it makes a person valunerable but secondly it's because I fear that I like him more then he does me..... I find that he has this power that I hate, anything he says or does makes me feel either incredible like when he looks at me and then when I look he looks away but then there r times when I feel totally jelous.... I'm not a jelous person but he managed it like this one time we were talking an he said that his friends sister reminds him of me a d I'm all like ok alot of girls look like me but then he goes and says that he thinks she's really pretty I kno he didn't mean anything by it but omg I was like ohh thanks....
Other then my awesome boyfriend I also have school which is ok exams went by fine and all, work and friends.... Like I said school has been fine nothing big happening there, work on the otherhand in early January me and Maria were laid off cuz we weren't old enough my birthday being soon I was not that worried and low And behold I was rehired 3 weeks ago Yay:)
onto friends this is tough... Drama so me and Maria have lost touch I'm busy nd she has mr Matt... I miss her:( Inez and michelle whom r amazing r always there for me :) love em and then there's Kris.... Late last year steph made a new friend everything was fine till new years she cried over a game and complained constintly and we opened our eyes to see that she is actually quite snoobish... Anyways she introduced me to blake<3 and for that I thank her but lately I find that she is trying to break us up.... She has created a couple of mix up between me and him which I hate cuz as I said anything pertaining to him hits me twice as hard as if it was someone else.... Well he suggested and I agree that I don't talk to her cuz she's just starting shit and so far it's been ok but still she bet me it wouldn't last a year... Who does that... so that's wat basically wat has happened
I have to change this cuz wats the point of having this if I never go on.....
Anyho over the past couple of months I've been talk to this amazing guy and he recently asked me out me being totally in love with him, hate saying that, obviously said yes. So u might ask yi hate saying that I loge him it's mostly because it makes a person valunerable but secondly it's because I fear that I like him more then he does me..... I find that he has this power that I hate, anything he says or does makes me feel either incredible like when he looks at me and then when I look he looks away but then there r times when I feel totally jelous.... I'm not a jelous person but he managed it like this one time we were talking an he said that his friends sister reminds him of me a d I'm all like ok alot of girls look like me but then he goes and says that he thinks she's really pretty I kno he didn't mean anything by it but omg I was like ohh thanks....
Other then my awesome boyfriend I also have school which is ok exams went by fine and all, work and friends.... Like I said school has been fine nothing big happening there, work on the otherhand in early January me and Maria were laid off cuz we weren't old enough my birthday being soon I was not that worried and low And behold I was rehired 3 weeks ago Yay:)
onto friends this is tough... Drama so me and Maria have lost touch I'm busy nd she has mr Matt... I miss her:( Inez and michelle whom r amazing r always there for me :) love em and then there's Kris.... Late last year steph made a new friend everything was fine till new years she cried over a game and complained constintly and we opened our eyes to see that she is actually quite snoobish... Anyways she introduced me to blake<3 and for that I thank her but lately I find that she is trying to break us up.... She has created a couple of mix up between me and him which I hate cuz as I said anything pertaining to him hits me twice as hard as if it was someone else.... Well he suggested and I agree that I don't talk to her cuz she's just starting shit and so far it's been ok but still she bet me it wouldn't last a year... Who does that... so that's wat basically wat has happened
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